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My dad called me. He told me that his Gf's sisters husband died. I guess Their oldest son came over early for breakfast and opend the garage door and found his dad dead in his car. He was said to have suffered from a massive heart attack. As much as I may hate my dad's gf and some of her family, I feel really bad. I mean, it was not even like they knew it was going to come. It was like one min he is kissing you goodbye, and the next you find him dead in his car. For me its like thinking one min im kissing mike goodbye or talking to him on the phone, and the next thing I know I find out that he was found dead in his car. I also feel bad for the family. I did not know them too well, but they were nice people. Especially the dad who died, his name was Paul. He was very kind to me. I guess I did not hate them, I just hated my dads gf. She still bothers me. But of course they did not deserve any of this. I feel soo bad for them. I have been hearing a lot about death lately. Mike had a friend, well not a friend friend but someone he knew, who died a few weeks ago. She was really depressed. Her dad died I think. Same with everyone else around her. I guess the only one still alive was her mom. Her mom was caught up with the loss of her husband, so she did not see the problems with her daughter. Her daughter was found dead, she cut her neck and wrists. I don't think you realize how much you love somone until they are gone. My mom did not see how wonderful her parents were until they both died. Now she would do anything to have them back. I guess I wont see how much I love my dad and how great he is until he is dead.