Jun 23, 2006 00:05
it's not fair to write a song to a woman
because a woman takes a song into her heart
i watched love me if you dare & if only this evening.
romantic dramas are not so shabby!
i like minigolf, but i like it much more when i'm winning.
ivan is so unexpected. i didn't really know how well we'd get along, but it seems to get more fun each time we hang out. we did the minigolf thing (he was awful! but still beat me in the end), ate lots of food, watched tv at his house, went to a night baseball game, and talked until after midnight at tim hortons. the only awkward moments exist when he brings up debbie. i don't really know how this will all unfold, but i'm not really worried.
it's been a long time since i cried from laughing too hard.
work was good today.
i haven't been having the good vibes lately; if i don't perform well, i beat myself up about it. i hate disappointing people, and it's so embarrassing to have a terrible night. this weekend is going to be a hard test for my spirit. i don't know if i'm up for the challenge or not.
you guys, i am really excited about this whole kitchener idea. i've already gotten most of my references. for once, i'm taking an initiative and diving headfirst into something for my future. i'll admit...i'm terrified they won't accept me (i won't have a pastoral reference), but i suppose i would just cope with that if it happened.
i don't have a day off until wednesday.
goodnight, boys and girls.