sad and/or unhappy.
Can anyone tell me if there is any difference between being 'sad' and being 'unhappy'?
I feel sortof unhappy, but not in anyway do I feel sad. Sad needs a reason, unhappy is just sortof there all the time. Unhappy feels sortof like the norm.
If this is so, I think i'd rather be sad than be unhappy then. No, better, I think I just need a reason, an explanation for all the things i've been feeling the past week.
I feel homeless. As ironic as this may seem, no place feels like home anymore, despite the dorm and the house. I wander all the time, maybe I just like wandering. I don't know if its me or just my recent insomnia thats been finding me in the streets at 3am in the morning. But there's something extra nice about being and feeling so alone. Its just something special I can't describe. Its an intimate moment with myself I never seem to have anymore.
Anyway, for the past couple of weeks I've been concentrating so much on painting. I'm so happy about the obvious *boom* (as Pedz would call it) of the Painting Department in itself. We own Beato as of the moment.