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I am determined to get this serving position at Long Horn before the end of the year. I want to make that holiday money.. & maybe after serving for a while I will try to go even higher. Whatever though - I'm not trying to work in a restaurant forever. People seem to really like me there & they say I'm a hard worker. I just have to keep that up. That & my image.
I've been having violent dreams lately. I'm not sure what that means, but I get brutally beaten up and stabbed. Nobody ever tries to help me & I can't ever get away until I wake up. & it is painful. Power of the mind..
I'm working hard on my attitude. I have been doing a good job.. I'm not as angry or stressed out anymore. I do have a lot more time to just be alone with my thoughts, though, & I think that really helps. I would also like to get out of my room sometimes too. Time seems so long when you're waiting for something to happen, but like it barely exists at all once you've finally reached your goals. I try to rememeber that.
I've been having violent dreams lately. I'm not sure what that means, but I get brutally beaten up and stabbed. Nobody ever tries to help me & I can't ever get away until I wake up. & it is painful. Power of the mind..
I'm working hard on my attitude. I have been doing a good job.. I'm not as angry or stressed out anymore. I do have a lot more time to just be alone with my thoughts, though, & I think that really helps. I would also like to get out of my room sometimes too. Time seems so long when you're waiting for something to happen, but like it barely exists at all once you've finally reached your goals. I try to rememeber that.