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My mother hates my guts. I want to move into my own place so bad - mostly to get away from her. I don't think I will want to speak to her again for a long long time. I am thankful for having a place to live after losing my home - and I am thankful that she helps me take care of my pets. I wish she didn't have to be so hurtful, though. Attacking me physically & emotionally has done only more damage to our relationship. I think it's just a lost cause.
I cried tonight. I was writing an email to Grandma to let her know how sorry I am for not calling her back and I ended up telling her how hurt I am that the people in my life who are supposed to love me are the ones who hurt me the most. Can't I just love someone and have them love me back? I want to learn how to be nice and good to people. I want to deserve love..
I cried tonight. I was writing an email to Grandma to let her know how sorry I am for not calling her back and I ended up telling her how hurt I am that the people in my life who are supposed to love me are the ones who hurt me the most. Can't I just love someone and have them love me back? I want to learn how to be nice and good to people. I want to deserve love..