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This week I have learned one thing very greatly. I am not important. The one thing I am good at is being mediocre. There is nothing that I can do, that someone else I know can't do better. There is nothing special about me. I am the midpoint between everything.
I am the fine like between gothic and preppy.
I am the line between smart and so dumb that it's funny.
I am the line between funny and serious.
I am the line between big boned and grossly obese.
But I am not really smart or really funny. I am not a gothic beauty, and I am not Prom Queen. I am not a comedian, and I am not mature.
I am dependable. So the only time I am actually important, is when I am giving people rides. Which I don't mind at all. I actually like it, because then I am need. Then I am useful. But now my car is broken. I am back to being useless again and it sucks.
My car is a piece of shit, and I really just wish that I had a nice car, and a nice job to pay for the nice car.
But no, I have a job where I am sexually harassed in Spanish, by a Mexican in his early 20's who has numerous children. He says things to me in Spanish thinking that I am a retard and I don't know what he is saying. I understand about half of what he is saying and I don't want to hear it anymore. I am a MINOR. That means NO SEX FOR GROSS OLD MEN WHO WOULD GO AFTER MINORS.
He also doesn't know that Jeff is like, fluent in Spanish, and whenever someone starts to make fun of me in Spanish, I get on my niftly little cell phone and have Jeff translate it. I have been hit on in Spanish, and I have been called "One hot bitch" in spanish. I called these gross self involved men on calling me a "Bitch" telling them how offended I was and I threw carrots in their face. They responded by saying, "It was a complement!" I don't know what woman wants to be complemented by being called a bitch.
People can be so mean sometimes. I dont have enough problems now I have to deal with people tearing me down every single chance they get. Maybe it is time for me to find a new job. I mean I will be 18, and numerous job oppertunities will be opened.
Oh well I just wanna sleep for a week.
"Breaking my back just to know your name
Seventeen tracks and I've had it with this game
I'm breaking my back just to know your name
But heaven ain't close in a place like this
Anything goes but don't blink you might miss
Cause heaven ain't close in a place like this
I said heaven ain't close in a place like this
Bring it back down, bring it back down tonight
Never thought I'd let a rumour ruin my moonlight"
I am the fine like between gothic and preppy.
I am the line between smart and so dumb that it's funny.
I am the line between funny and serious.
I am the line between big boned and grossly obese.
But I am not really smart or really funny. I am not a gothic beauty, and I am not Prom Queen. I am not a comedian, and I am not mature.
I am dependable. So the only time I am actually important, is when I am giving people rides. Which I don't mind at all. I actually like it, because then I am need. Then I am useful. But now my car is broken. I am back to being useless again and it sucks.
My car is a piece of shit, and I really just wish that I had a nice car, and a nice job to pay for the nice car.
But no, I have a job where I am sexually harassed in Spanish, by a Mexican in his early 20's who has numerous children. He says things to me in Spanish thinking that I am a retard and I don't know what he is saying. I understand about half of what he is saying and I don't want to hear it anymore. I am a MINOR. That means NO SEX FOR GROSS OLD MEN WHO WOULD GO AFTER MINORS.
He also doesn't know that Jeff is like, fluent in Spanish, and whenever someone starts to make fun of me in Spanish, I get on my niftly little cell phone and have Jeff translate it. I have been hit on in Spanish, and I have been called "One hot bitch" in spanish. I called these gross self involved men on calling me a "Bitch" telling them how offended I was and I threw carrots in their face. They responded by saying, "It was a complement!" I don't know what woman wants to be complemented by being called a bitch.
People can be so mean sometimes. I dont have enough problems now I have to deal with people tearing me down every single chance they get. Maybe it is time for me to find a new job. I mean I will be 18, and numerous job oppertunities will be opened.
Oh well I just wanna sleep for a week.
"Breaking my back just to know your name
Seventeen tracks and I've had it with this game
I'm breaking my back just to know your name
But heaven ain't close in a place like this
Anything goes but don't blink you might miss
Cause heaven ain't close in a place like this
I said heaven ain't close in a place like this
Bring it back down, bring it back down tonight
Never thought I'd let a rumour ruin my moonlight"