Nov 30, 2004 14:40
For those of you who don't know "what's going with me", and would like to hear some.
First of all, things are good. The main thing I'm learning is to walk my own path. My true path. I try hard not to do the things my mother (or society) expects me to only because they do.
Home: Great one-room apartment in Tel-Aviv. Living with Shmuel is bliss.
Work: A nothing-to-do secretary job 10 minutes walk from home. Sea view. I love it.
Studies: No. not in Uni anyway. I take a very interesting Wicca course in www.witchschool.com. I read books.
But what do I DO?
I learn about spiritual paths, I develop my psychic abilities, I create my relationship with the divine, I do magic.
No, it's not weird or frightening. I feel more in control over my life and I'm taking responsibility at last.
I sing in a quire and dance in improvisation sessions once a month.
I feel the universe and rejoice when I do.
I just found the wonderful shamanic community in Israel. They are accepting new members to the Shaman training program. Who knows, maybe I'll become a shaman.
I am the same Aya, only wiser and happier.
Blessed Be