:(You'll Never will know what u have done to me :(
If he only knew:
The things he's made me feel,
The many times I have done something ,just to impress him ,just for one simple look to acknowledge that I was alive
I walk behind him hoping he will realize that I loved him so, and that what we had was something to hold,
I was never good enough
It was always something else for me to change about myself
~my hair was to dark
~I was too fat
~I was not goin to be a slut
I wanted us to be become something ,something that was special
I don't care now what he thinks
for I have found better
what I have always looked for.
He Will never know what he has done to me
Even after he has left.
The things he's made me feel,
The many times I have done something ,just to impress him ,just for one simple look to acknowledge that I was alive
I walk behind him hoping he will realize that I loved him so, and that what we had was something to hold,
I was never good enough
It was always something else for me to change about myself
~my hair was to dark
~I was too fat
~I was not goin to be a slut
I wanted us to be become something ,something that was special
I don't care now what he thinks
for I have found better
what I have always looked for.
He Will never know what he has done to me
Even after he has left.