Mar 04, 2005 11:48
My question is what I am suppose to do.Should I break up with Greg or what My Best Freind thinks I hate her becasue I try to spend my time with greg so he doesn't feel any pain because he has had his fair share but I don't want my Best Friend to end up like me.If I ever do try to call her I always get the message machine what ever happens there.I am really alone I can't really tell greg anything because he just doesn't understand and worries too much can't tell mom anything can't tell dad because he hates me ever since I went to Souris with Wanda.He even told me he wishes Laura was his daughter not me.I don't care if he hits me or not I think I would rather it then him coming home and yeling at me which he knows I hate and makes me really upset.Everyday I hear people call me a slut fat and Now the girl that told me she hopes I die and everything else is not even getting in trouble.I might as wel go to a dance and just get the living shit bet out of me at least then It would get it over with.I want me and Laura to have fun again but teenage life is too hard maybe I am better off alone becasue ever since me and greg started goin out all that happens is nothing.