enough, is enough, is enough
i don't know what it was in the first place to make everyone dislike me.
i wish i knew.
sometimes i wish i wasn't here. i just wish i never existed. that would be too easy i suppose.
i'm wrong. i'm always wrong. if anyone tells you otherwise, they're wrong. i picked the wrong major. i'm dating the wrong guy. i say the wrong things. nothing has ever been right for me. why would things just suddenly change? they won't change. my whole life will be wrong.
i'm dating a commitment phobic. we've been together for 3 years and he just now bothers to tell me. so much for all those years.... so much for all the time..... so much for all the effort
i can't trust anyone anymore.... not even myself.
i wish i didn't have a heart, so no one would ever be able to break it.
how many times is it worth it to put the pieces back together?
i wish i knew.
sometimes i wish i wasn't here. i just wish i never existed. that would be too easy i suppose.
i'm wrong. i'm always wrong. if anyone tells you otherwise, they're wrong. i picked the wrong major. i'm dating the wrong guy. i say the wrong things. nothing has ever been right for me. why would things just suddenly change? they won't change. my whole life will be wrong.
i'm dating a commitment phobic. we've been together for 3 years and he just now bothers to tell me. so much for all those years.... so much for all the time..... so much for all the effort
i can't trust anyone anymore.... not even myself.
i wish i didn't have a heart, so no one would ever be able to break it.
how many times is it worth it to put the pieces back together?