Jun 13, 2005 21:20
....right now the sky is pink. the clouds look like little elephants, just as in Dumbo..(love that movie..) anyway, it made me think of how much i have changed lately. Im in a happier mood, I dont (as easily) fall down in those deep, dark wholes, which always seem hard to get out of... yea, u know.... Its been a good year though, handled stuff pretty well. Not like last year when I felt like my safety walls fell down and no one really understood me, I hate that feeling- being clueless of whats going on around you. I think I made a good choice by moving here, it has definetily changed me. But anyway, back to my happy mood :) lol, (ADD..) Im not sure of the reason why this sudden change in my mood, well, i have a pretty good idea, but whatever the reason is I'm just SO happy I feel this way. Life is easier. Small problems remains small, or just disappear, rather than grow into enormous mountains of feelings and confusion. Whoopee!! :) :)
aaw....now the pink clouds is gone, its all dark outside now. Oh well, they remain in memory as everything else. I can for sure live on that for a while....:)