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As another good weekend ends its time for school again. aah, so, so tired of it. and i know it's stupid to feel that way. Because it's..hmm..ten school days left? yep, thats nothing at all, but it seems like such a long time. Especially because every teacher gives out final "fun" projects...and...who really cares at this point? who cares about anything other than summer?...
My mind is full of chaos. I guess I havent really realized yet that this place, these friends, these days only was a little adventure and a brake from my real life. I am not so sure of how I feel about going "home". OF COURSE ill be happy to see my friends and family again, and walk in the well knows streets of my town. Stay up all night, do whatever...be free... But I will miss this SO MUCH too.... I cant explain what this school year has meant to me. I have learned and done things I never ever would at home.. I feel like this place is full of oppurtunities, I feel like if i put enough effort into it, I can do anything. I just hope I will bring that feeling back home. All the memories from here will definitely never be forgotten, maybe just fade away a little, like my memories from home... But ill be back tho,..someday...
I sound so sad, but I'm really not. I'm grateful for everything, even the time that wasn't that great. hmmm, that just made me a stronger person...
today it's 18 days left of my stay here. I dont want to deal with anymore school related stuff, but I dont want school to be over lol...:)...cus then I know whats next .... i'm not ready to leave yet!!!! haha, :)....
ahm, anyway...
Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye
And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated
My mind is full of chaos. I guess I havent really realized yet that this place, these friends, these days only was a little adventure and a brake from my real life. I am not so sure of how I feel about going "home". OF COURSE ill be happy to see my friends and family again, and walk in the well knows streets of my town. Stay up all night, do whatever...be free... But I will miss this SO MUCH too.... I cant explain what this school year has meant to me. I have learned and done things I never ever would at home.. I feel like this place is full of oppurtunities, I feel like if i put enough effort into it, I can do anything. I just hope I will bring that feeling back home. All the memories from here will definitely never be forgotten, maybe just fade away a little, like my memories from home... But ill be back tho,..someday...
I sound so sad, but I'm really not. I'm grateful for everything, even the time that wasn't that great. hmmm, that just made me a stronger person...
today it's 18 days left of my stay here. I dont want to deal with anymore school related stuff, but I dont want school to be over lol...:)...cus then I know whats next .... i'm not ready to leave yet!!!! haha, :)....
ahm, anyway...
Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye
And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated