Farewell to Chad!
* Goodbyes are always the hardest..
.. and always hurt the worst!
June 3rd, 2005
Chad Tyler Franklin,
This is the last time i'll ever be able to write your full name that I find oh so adorable. June 3rd, 2005 -- the day i've dreaded since we met. When I said hello for the first time I never knew that i'd be saying goodbye so fast. And I didn't know that it would hurt so bad. * i've learned that goodbyes will always hurt, pictures never replace having been there, memories good or bad will bring tears, and words can never replace having been there.* That quote suits me so well right now. Remember when we first met that one Friday at the mall and we just kept walking around and talking as if we've known each known each other for years?! We immadiately clicked from the start. Do you know how rare that is? Nothing has ever came between our friendship. Not Ben not ditching each other.. not anything. Yah i've tested it but in the end we've came through it. Nothing can break our friendship Chad .. nothing. Not even distance can. I guess all the times i've tried to push you away was because I don't wanna ever lose you. You seriously mean so much to me. I seriously love you more than anything. Thanks for everything you've ever done for me. Because of you, I wanted to live and wake up every morning. Whenever I was around you I was nonstop smiles because I knew that no matter what.. you'd always be there, and also because I knew that you cared about me.. and didn't want anything bad to happen to me. And when I was bitchy.. and told you to never talk to me again.. I couldn't stop crying because I knew that I couldn't lose you ever.. even though I was trying to. I didn't want to hurt when you left like I am now. I don't wanna let go Chad... you are the most important person in my life. You mean so much to me. I love you Chad.. and miss you more than anything. PLease never forget me! I won't EVER EVER forget you. You are the best friend that anyone could EVER ask for.
Love always and forever,
Nikki --