anonymous
I'm not going to bitch about you because a lot of what you said is true. But the only thing is.. I do have friends I do know that I stabbed my friends in the back but i'm learning from mistakes because for awhile I was alone like you said I am. But only i'm not anymore. Me betraying Rachel the way I did was completely a selfish/bitchy act and i'm soo surprised that she took me back as her "big sister" not to mention best friend for life. No me and my wifey aren't breaking up i'm just distancing myself from everybody.. for one because it's the end of the year and for two I can't take much more of other stuff on top of what goes on at home. Nobody truely has the 100% insite as to what happens. I have friends that I adore more than anything and i'm sure they don't trust me 100% completely but i'm gaining it back. I did do some majorly shitty things this year and i'm lucky to have the friends that I have. I don't take shit for granite anymore. So yeah mr. or ms. "anonymous" i'm not here to bitch at you anymore. I took in a lot of what you said. I just want to know who you are for many reasons.. one being to thank you.. and another to see what friend I lost. Only one person calls me Nic.. and thats ashley but she doesn't go to Mel high and i'm getting the impression that you do. So please let me know you.. you are but if not than thats okay.. just stopp saying that I have no friends and stuff because I really do. But what I don't have is.. trust in a lot of my friends that I was close with last semester/year. You have to give me credit for admitting that i'm at fault for a lot and admitting for how much of a bitch I am. Andd yeah. This entrys for you babe.. whomever you are. Sorry for everything and btw this I couldn't find the entry that you commented in.. so I decided to just do this.. cause its also announcing to the public how wrong I was. I'm turning things around.. even Rachels♥ has noticed. So yeahhh I can't make up for the past but I cannn appologize for it. Anyways.. i'm gonna go.. comment if yall like. <3