w/e
I really don't understand how everything is going so much better and i'm happier and i'm going to school everyday.. enjoying life.. and all of a sudden ONE thing can bring me down even though i'm trying not to let it. I really don't get why negativity can bring you down in two seconds flat. I got put on medicine for my depression and I stopped taking it because I thought I could survive without it.. and now i'm double thinking that because it helped me to control my thoughts and to like.. be happy but now everytime I am happy it goes back down. When I was on my medication it didn't do that. I don't even know all I do know is that I can't take much more. I'm snapping at everybody.. i'm getting into my "I don't give a fuck" attitude and I really hate myself for it.