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gah.
the trip to halifax was a waste of my time.
i really wish i had of stayed home.
i took like four panic attacks in the mall,
which resulted in me having to find a bench,
and sit there for a few minutes.
so instead of walking around,
i spent a lot of time in the photography store,
i loved it.
all i found to buy,
was a jacket and scarf.
they are pretty.
i had the weirdest dream.
i had the same one for the two hours i slept on the way up,
while i slept in the hotel,
and the whole way home when i was asleep.
it was someone breaking into my house,
and stealing every second letter.
that was it.
it’s fucking crazy,
and i don’t get it.
i miss andrew far too much,
i haven’t seen him since wednesday,
and eff knows when i will see him again.
things just suck right now.
a lot.
i am so fucking depressed,
there is just so much going on,
and so much i have to think about.
everything is just so confusing and frustrating.
i can’t deal with it all at once.
i’m so upset i feel sick.
it’s gross.
..i need a hug.
♥