much random.

[kisseveryscarxx]

bla.
today was far too slow and ick for my liking.
i hate having nothing to do,
i need a job,
and a life.
both would be extremely nice right now.
gah,
anywho.
i dread the thoughts of saturday.
mom is having a grad party type thingger.
its just basically going to be my family and such over for supper and cake and all that stupidity.
i really don’t want to have it.
more than six people in my house scares me,
i don’t know why.
even if they are all family,
i get freaked out.
usually i just lock myself in the computer room and listen to music and write,
or talk on the phone or computer,
but already told me that i have to stay out and be social.
if there is one ting melissa isn’t,
its social.
people are one of my biggest fears.
so this should be interesting.
anywho.
i am really looking forward to the day cruise thing being planned right now.
i think it is going to be great fun.
i am hoping that this summer will be better than past summers,
and so far,
it seems to be looking that way.
anything that involves spending time with my friends is great!
and i hope i can spend lost of time with all of my friends this summer.
heart.