Jun 22, 2005 16:51
so i have changed my mind,
about university.
i am not going next year,
but i already knew that.
i am going back to memorial to take advanced chemistry eleven and twelve.
and all that good stuff.
because i am a huge chem. nerd.
but the thing is.
i think i am going to take grade twelve math too.
and just see if i can pass it.
because i am thinking if i can,
i want to major in chemistry.
i still want to take photography too though.
so i don’t know.
but the way i look at photography is the same as i look at other things,
like writing, or drawing, things like that.
i think with things like that,
you can learn about them,
and better your skills,
but really,
you can either do it or you can’t.
that’s what i think about that anyway.
there is only so much you can learn.
and i know lots about cameras,
from rtv,
and from looking stuff up myself.
and when it comes to things i want to take pictures of,
i think i have a pretty good eye.
gah.
i don’t know.
i think i am going to be taking a course over the summer.
one of moms friends knows someone.
he has a darkroom and lots of equipment,
and he does a course,
and he teaches you how to develop your own stuff.
and apparently he is really nice,
and if you’re a slow learner,
he will make sure you get it.
and i think its only like a hundred and fifty dollars.
so if he still does that,
i am going to take that thingger i think.
it sounds fun.
so what i am thinking is i will do that,
and in september,
i will try out the whole math thing,
and apply for university if i pass.
and if i get accepted i will try that.
and still do photography for fun,
because i love it.
and if the chem. thing fails,
i can always just do the photography thing like i originally planned.