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tommorow= pentathlon @ leagues
ahhh!
i'm so nervous. my hands start shaking during classes when i start thinking about it. my legs go numb with nerves.
i dont know why i'm nervous. i did pent last year @ sectionals with about 15 other girls maybe?
but this year its different, i've had the time to train, and i have very high expectations
the problem?
i used to be pretty good at high jump, now i've fallen into like this curse and havent been able to clear the bar in foreverrr
and i'm nervous.
BUT on the other hand,
I really think if i set my mind to it, my 800 will go a lot better. i've learned so much this season about that race...kudos to any 800m runners out there, b/c that race is...insane.
my shotput isnt all that bad
my long jump is decent
and hurdles are my event. but the track i'm going to tommorow has the legendary..."iron hurdles" they dont move when you hit them. and last meet that was held there, i could've placed first but i let the fear of me falling on my face get to me...even though i've been doing hurdles for 5+ years now. and i ended up having the worst race of my life.
since then, i have lost all my confidence that i've finally built up. which is why i'm so nervous.
i'm afraid tommorow i wont be able to pay attention in any of my classes.
and i'm afraid my nerves will get to me again.
the weather is suppose to be horrible.
downpouring rain, 30-40 degree weather, extremely windy conditions.
*bigggg breath*
i'll let you guys know how it goes.
next week, i'm doing pentathlon at sectionals as well. so maybe i should just think of this as a warm up. relax, have fun and just go with what happens.
i need to stop thinking negative.
good news: i'm putting all new songs onto my MP3, to pump me up and zone me out for tommorow.
^pointless information
okay, i'll stop. wish me luck!
by the way, if leagues get cancelled, they'll be postponed till this friday. friday is my birthday...this is a big coincidence because last year, i had to do pent at sectionals on my birthday last year, then after a 7 hour long competition, i had 30 mins to come home and go back to school, to go on a 14 hour band trip to busch gardens. but this is all irrevalent.
ahhh!
i'm so nervous. my hands start shaking during classes when i start thinking about it. my legs go numb with nerves.
i dont know why i'm nervous. i did pent last year @ sectionals with about 15 other girls maybe?
but this year its different, i've had the time to train, and i have very high expectations
the problem?
i used to be pretty good at high jump, now i've fallen into like this curse and havent been able to clear the bar in foreverrr
and i'm nervous.
BUT on the other hand,
I really think if i set my mind to it, my 800 will go a lot better. i've learned so much this season about that race...kudos to any 800m runners out there, b/c that race is...insane.
my shotput isnt all that bad
my long jump is decent
and hurdles are my event. but the track i'm going to tommorow has the legendary..."iron hurdles" they dont move when you hit them. and last meet that was held there, i could've placed first but i let the fear of me falling on my face get to me...even though i've been doing hurdles for 5+ years now. and i ended up having the worst race of my life.
since then, i have lost all my confidence that i've finally built up. which is why i'm so nervous.
i'm afraid tommorow i wont be able to pay attention in any of my classes.
and i'm afraid my nerves will get to me again.
the weather is suppose to be horrible.
downpouring rain, 30-40 degree weather, extremely windy conditions.
*bigggg breath*
i'll let you guys know how it goes.
next week, i'm doing pentathlon at sectionals as well. so maybe i should just think of this as a warm up. relax, have fun and just go with what happens.
i need to stop thinking negative.
good news: i'm putting all new songs onto my MP3, to pump me up and zone me out for tommorow.
^pointless information
okay, i'll stop. wish me luck!
by the way, if leagues get cancelled, they'll be postponed till this friday. friday is my birthday...this is a big coincidence because last year, i had to do pent at sectionals on my birthday last year, then after a 7 hour long competition, i had 30 mins to come home and go back to school, to go on a 14 hour band trip to busch gardens. but this is all irrevalent.