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ive been thinking quite a bit today about all sorts of stuff...and i've been thinking about how you know we are all so focused on finding the right guy or girl for ourselves all the time...as if its the only thing that matters in life. we never can just have a day where we just focus on having fun and living up the moment with our friends. i think sometimes too, we just get so caught up in stressful days & we never stop to think that we just wasted a perfectly good day. i dont know maybe its a crazy thought i mean i do get pretty silly sometimes when i get thinking about things. or maybe its because lately i just feel like i need to just have more fun and i'm not having enough...ive been in this mood where i just wanna do crazy spontaneous things and i just wanna be careless. i wanna just forget about every responsibility i have and all the dumb conscience i have because i'm worried something bad is going to happen. i'm always thinking of the consquences & never the good results that could come out of something...
well i hope this made sense but it probabley didnt.