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sometimes, i think everyones right when i just might be a fuck up.
i wish i could just sleep for days and start over
all over
please
all over.
i hate getting so upset i start shaking
and i cant stop
life.why.life.
the answer could be theres no answer at all
things are just at a fucking standstill.
church every sunday and god feels father away.
stop,run
why am i always the one pushing everything in my life away
everything good.
and i fucking run away,and run and run
from everything i just fucking run away
close everyone out
and run fomr anything good,bad,decent
maybe just maybe thats how its suppose to be.
i dont deserve to get anywhere.
thats probley it.
im shitty,so shitty.
i wish i could sleep.
kelly comes home tomarrow night.im very happy about that, maybe im just missing the other part of me that keeps my sane,that keeps me smiling.i cant wait.
i wish i could just sleep for days and start over
all over
please
all over.
i hate getting so upset i start shaking
and i cant stop
life.why.life.
the answer could be theres no answer at all
things are just at a fucking standstill.
church every sunday and god feels father away.
stop,run
why am i always the one pushing everything in my life away
everything good.
and i fucking run away,and run and run
from everything i just fucking run away
close everyone out
and run fomr anything good,bad,decent
maybe just maybe thats how its suppose to be.
i dont deserve to get anywhere.
thats probley it.
im shitty,so shitty.
i wish i could sleep.
kelly comes home tomarrow night.im very happy about that, maybe im just missing the other part of me that keeps my sane,that keeps me smiling.i cant wait.