Danielle Hill is a beautiful person and I love her.
so things have been bad
horrible even.
but I'm fine.
Pig dissection today...I passed on that one.
Mr. Rowley gave me a pass to walk around all 3rd period because I couldn't stop crying like and idiot.
So I walked around.
went in bathrooms.
tried to calm down.
(didn't work)
saw Brooke (she’s a sweet girl)
saw J-dawg (nobody understands how much I adore him)
hoped Nanner hadn't left yet.
she hadn't I found her.
she helped me.
I love her.
searched for Mrs. Templeton.
found her after I gave up looking for her.
we talked for like an hour and a half.
she really is becoming a good friend of mine.
she gave me amazing advice...not just on what’s going on now but on life.
she made me feel good about myself.
she’s amazing.
after school I hung out with Robert.
he just held me, listened to me, told me it was going to be okay and wiped away my tears.
we laughed at the loser girls next to us who said they wanted "a big tall glass of Ashton Kutcher" ha.
I feel so calm around him.
he just makes me so happy.
&&&I'm fine. and I'm going to be great. no matter what the outcome of all of this is.
I got flowers from him on Wednesday
and a mix CD today (it's beautiful)
and every time I see them
my smile is out of control.
I leave for st. Augustine in the morning just for 4 days but I'll still miss you all a lot. and
Robert...I can't wait to see you monday. I miss you so much already.