I miss u jenna.
I miss my friends..
even tho i only have a few..
the one's that i was closest to don't want to hang out..so i'm like...uhhh ok..
so yeah, I have a lot of relationship problems lately, and i'm not about to explain it all in my live journal, but lets just say that forgiveness isn't just a word that comes easily. I never knew how it felt to be so hurt that you would consider killing someone if it made you stop crying. The worst part is, is that i don't know if I made the right decision. I mean, I did what i think that i want..but i just don't know if that was a stupid move on my part. Most people would walk away from this situation and never talk to the person again, but i really can't do that. I don't know. I am just confused..and i have no one to talk to about it..cause apparently my friends are 'too busy' to even ask to hang out.
Anyways..my trip to ohio was good..I seriously wanted to kill my sister within the first hour of being in the car with her..and i spent 13 hours going there and 15 hours coming back..ugh. At least it is over. that's all i have to say.
even tho i only have a few..
the one's that i was closest to don't want to hang out..so i'm like...uhhh ok..
so yeah, I have a lot of relationship problems lately, and i'm not about to explain it all in my live journal, but lets just say that forgiveness isn't just a word that comes easily. I never knew how it felt to be so hurt that you would consider killing someone if it made you stop crying. The worst part is, is that i don't know if I made the right decision. I mean, I did what i think that i want..but i just don't know if that was a stupid move on my part. Most people would walk away from this situation and never talk to the person again, but i really can't do that. I don't know. I am just confused..and i have no one to talk to about it..cause apparently my friends are 'too busy' to even ask to hang out.
Anyways..my trip to ohio was good..I seriously wanted to kill my sister within the first hour of being in the car with her..and i spent 13 hours going there and 15 hours coming back..ugh. At least it is over. that's all i have to say.