weird week
i'm having a weird week. i keep on thinking about how pointless life is! its really pissing me off. i really wish i belived in god or SOMTHING but i just cant make my self, i geuss i belive in somthing but nothing really satisfing. i wish i could belive there was some one out there to watch over me. im sad. this sucks. plus i'm sick so i have wayy to much time to think, and i keep on having dreams that i die. its really painfull. sigh. im not evan depressed just relizing the pointlessness of life i geuss. oh well. time for home work. haha how stupid.