Dec 22, 2007 15:24
Life is blank and has no meaning when you are unhappy. it brings you and everyone around you down .. and i so sick of hanging around people who are like that. Especially when they get on your back when you do it.
i Sat alone crying for an hour and a half and do you think she came upstairs to see what was wrong with me ? No
she probably has no clue what it was about and still thinks it was about Mauricio .. or something stupid like that.
id rather be alone for awhile... i doubt she wil call just to see whats wrong with me .. more like to tell me something else about her and chris or something all about her.
She probably has nothing planned for my bday .. nothing special anyway, the movies .. something we can do anyday.
w/e
its not like anything special happens anyway, i just thought this year might be different.