May 05, 2005 16:20
i feel like shit, like i got hit by a big bus. ahh i hate being sick. wat are the signs of mono? i mean i probably dont have it bc i havent kissed a guy in like 6 weeks. damn that is a long time. i need some guy lovin right now.
i want to celebrate for ricos b-day but i work all weekend and then a b-day party for my cousin. fun fun! i want to go back to mission bc dj inphinity is gonna be there and he is awesome.
the seniors are leaving soon and im gonna miss them. but i hope that we keep in touch. im going to the graduation so i gotta get an outfit to wear.
prom! tears whenever that word comes up. i saw the boy today and now it feels wierd around him and it sucks ass bc eventhough he was an ass to me i still like him. am i crazy to still like him after wat he did? i just dont feel like it was him neways.
pom tryouts are in like 2 weeks. i wonder who will all tryout. i heard that some girls from last year arent. it all depends on the people and new rules adn the category for competition. somebody said that we will take jazz and ballet over the summer! wat no way in hell.
i want to talk and say so many things to danielle and sarah, but i feel like i will get shot down and ignored. we dont even say hi to eachother nemore, it only to ask a question or to talk to at work, but we dont even have work nemore. will things ever get better?
i need to go out to dinner this weekend, but not if im sick, bc i dont sniffle all night. sunday pedicure stefini for your b-day on tuesday?