the absence of what was is whats left

[kisses_are_dead]

gosh you see ti every year with your friends they leave and you never see them again yeah you hear what they've been up to by another friend that ran into them at the store or the mall or what ever but its just not the same kind of relationships that you guys had once back in high school.
yeah time goes on and people change but you don;t ever think that it could happen to YOUR friends,... but it does and it sucks and i just don't think i'm ready to let them go not just yet we've had some good times this past junior year and it just makes you sad to think yet again the cycle goes on and its now your turn to leave and never be seen again.. once was what i wished for and now that its what i dread . i don't think i will have the same relationship with the friends that i have now i'll make new ones and lose the old ones in a blink of the eye and its scary to think but it happens and you just have to think that there doing the best that they can for them selves and i know when the 10 year reunion comes where going to have a real estate agent, a mrs. carr with 5 kids a fashion designer/ auto mec. and an r.n *sigh* i just hope that this year well be just as great and i'm glad i have all your numbers and i will be calling your asses!!!!!!! i know its not graduation for a couple more months 7 months as of yesterday... well bye