i'm beginning to give up
I don't get it. Every once in a while I'll get the urge to see/talk to my friends and yet every time I try to contact them I somehow get the brush off. Or at least that's how it feels. It almost feels like I'm not good enough for them to at least attempt to keep in contact with me. I know that there's school, work, boyfriends/girlfriends to keep up with as well, and so I tell them I'm free pretty much all the time (evenings and weekends) and there's the obligitory "Yeah, I'll give you a call sometime and we'll hook up!" and yet nothing ever happens. Well, most of them have the ability to contact me either on the phone, email, or comment here, and still nothing. I don't think I've gotten a comment on here in about a year. And if I did, it was some lameass sarcastic comment that really meant nothing. I miss you all, and would love to see you, but I don't know when anyone has time because of the above mentioned obligations. Maybe my problem is that I don't try hard enough, but honestly you can only call someone so many times before you get the hint that they don't want anything to do with you. Anyways, I hope the word at least spread that my fiance and myself are having a wedding social at RumJungle (CanadInns Transcona) on the 24th of June and hope that everyone can come.
But who knows, maybe I'm just paranoid and tired and this is all just in my head.
But who knows, maybe I'm just paranoid and tired and this is all just in my head.