I'm falling and your not here to catch me this time.
It's hard to say what it was I saw in you. Maybe it was the way you took me into your arms and never wanted to let me go. Maybe it was the feeling I got when I was with you. Maybe it was the way that everything dissapeared except us. When I said I needed you to always be there, I really did. When I said I needed you to love me with everything you had, for as long as possible, I really meant it. I guess as long as possible just wasn't long enough. I sit and listen to the saved voicemails all night, just recreating the mood in my mind, except the last three. I cant delete those, because it's still your voice. But the sadness it holds brings tears to my eyes and I feel like I'm falling apart all over again. The last few words that you tried to mend my broken heart with are fading away. There are three words that come to mind. I-MISS-YOU. Mm Hmm. You read it right. And with that, this entry is concluded.