Jan 02, 2005 19:54
If I had one last wish before you go, I'd ask you to just look me in the eyes and let me smile at you. The look on your face when that happens makes my day. You used to tell me you loved me, but you quit one day. You told me you never wanted to see me again and that you hated me with every feeling you posessed. But today, I saw it in your eyes. I saw your lips forming the words, but they never came out of your mouth. You tried to so hard to make it unnoticed, but it only made it more noticeable. I'm afraid of the feelings that returned to me today. They really weren't ever gone, I just hid them well. I suppose you did also. I'm sorry for the pain that I've caused, and I wish to bring you no more. Just promise me one thing, that you'll always love me, even though you try so hard not to. I'll never be lonely as long as your around. Even if she's still right there beside you. I remember now, I remember that I was never good enough for you...