Jul 11, 2008 18:00
So many emotions have taken over my body in the past month. I feel a load of pressure, confusion, frustration, insignificance and longing. I finally realized I have no control over how the lives of the people I love turn out. Why do people feel they aren't worth living? Today is the day my sister either saves her life, or destroys it. How can such a beautiful person let themselves get to this point? I need to let it out. Talk to someone. Cry to someone.
I'm now making it a point to re-connect with the people I love and care about. I couldn't stand to let anyone else I love slip away. One of my best friends has an art show today. For too long I've put her off. She's an amazing person and she deserves the recognition for her photos. I'm happy knowing I'll see her tonight.
One person unexpectedly popped back into my life. It's nice to have his friendship back.