pms, perhaps?
sometimes, being a girl is really fun.
but other times...
it really sucks. i feel so emotionally tense for no reason. it could be PMS but my period has been tricking me and coming at weird times in the month so i dont know if this torment will be over w/the flow or if its just me, myself... w/o the foolish menstrual cycle.
maybe i need a good cry. i cant remember the last time i cried. girls need that every now and then... everytime i feel like im on the brink of crying, it stops. i just cant. its weird.
a lot has been going on lately. more than i realize while its happening. i guess if i really think about it... there is cause for stress. i cant stand it. i feel like everything is all pent up in a knot in my stomach.
i wish i could be carefree... like a kid. everything is so awesome when you are a kid... and what does every kid want? to be older. to be bigger. what does every teenager want? same thing. and every young adult? yes, again. til finally youre an old person... and you look back on your life... and you wish that you wouldve lived it more instead of evaluating everything and wanting so badly to mature & move on to the next stage of life. i hope thats not me. i hope i dont wake up and start wanting to live when i am 70 yrs old. i need to be more care free. i need to worry less. laugh more. love fully.
ahh... i must relieve this stress. i want my period to come already. baah... whoever is reading this, please pray for it. lol. i seriously am going to. i just feel so crappy. too many emotions... i cant handle this kinda thing.
but other times...
it really sucks. i feel so emotionally tense for no reason. it could be PMS but my period has been tricking me and coming at weird times in the month so i dont know if this torment will be over w/the flow or if its just me, myself... w/o the foolish menstrual cycle.
maybe i need a good cry. i cant remember the last time i cried. girls need that every now and then... everytime i feel like im on the brink of crying, it stops. i just cant. its weird.
a lot has been going on lately. more than i realize while its happening. i guess if i really think about it... there is cause for stress. i cant stand it. i feel like everything is all pent up in a knot in my stomach.
i wish i could be carefree... like a kid. everything is so awesome when you are a kid... and what does every kid want? to be older. to be bigger. what does every teenager want? same thing. and every young adult? yes, again. til finally youre an old person... and you look back on your life... and you wish that you wouldve lived it more instead of evaluating everything and wanting so badly to mature & move on to the next stage of life. i hope thats not me. i hope i dont wake up and start wanting to live when i am 70 yrs old. i need to be more care free. i need to worry less. laugh more. love fully.
ahh... i must relieve this stress. i want my period to come already. baah... whoever is reading this, please pray for it. lol. i seriously am going to. i just feel so crappy. too many emotions... i cant handle this kinda thing.