Behind the Smile

[kissedbytherose]

I have always dreamed of perfection,
And I always wind up with confusion.
This is the one time where I have no worries,
And the things you say and do set me into a panic.
I sat there accepting the challege and was so close to winning.
Now I feel like I shouldn't have even played the game.
I don't know what to do or say,
But just be there whenever you need me.
It's sad I know,
But you're the closest to making my smile real.