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MY HEAD HURTS.
SO I FINALLY KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON
IT'S GONE...AND IT FUCKING SUCKS...
I AM IN THE "FUCK THE WORLD" KIND OF MOOD
I AM GOING OUT TONIGHT AND IT'S GOING TO BE HARD NOT TO GET TRASHED BUT I WONT PLUS IT'S NOT LIKE THAT SHIT IS GOING TO BRING IT BACK...
I AM HURTING INSIDE
I FEEL EMPTY
I FEEL LIKE I HAVE NO EMOTION TOWARDS ANYONE, NOT EVEN HATE OR DISLIKE
IT SUCKS TO NOT KNOW WHAT TO SAY TO COMFORT SOMEONE...MY MOM IS ACTING LIKE SHE IS OK WITH EVERYTHING, I KNOW SHE CAN DEAL WITH IT BECAUSE SHE HAS BEFORE AND SHE'S STRONG BUT I KNOW IT'S ALSO KILLING HER AND I HATE IT
I WAS SO HAPPY THEY WERE FINALLY GONNA GET TO MOVE ON FROM THE FIRST TIME IT HAPPENED AND NOW THEY HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT ALL OVER AGAIN...
I WISH I HAD SOMEONE TO TAKE ME AWAY AND MAKE ME FORGET ABOUT EVERYTHING, EVEN IF IT WAS JUST FOR A SECOND, ONE FUCKING SECOND.
I WISH I COULD JUST GO BACK TO THE 8TH GRADE AND STAY THERE FOREVER, MAKE THOSE MOMENTS I HAD LAST FOREVER, FIGHT FOR WHAT I HAD AND GET IT ALL BACK...IF ONLY LIFE WERE AS EASY AS PUSHING A REWIND BUTTON OR REPLAY OR SOMETHING...
SO I FINALLY KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON
IT'S GONE...AND IT FUCKING SUCKS...
I AM IN THE "FUCK THE WORLD" KIND OF MOOD
I AM GOING OUT TONIGHT AND IT'S GOING TO BE HARD NOT TO GET TRASHED BUT I WONT PLUS IT'S NOT LIKE THAT SHIT IS GOING TO BRING IT BACK...
I AM HURTING INSIDE
I FEEL EMPTY
I FEEL LIKE I HAVE NO EMOTION TOWARDS ANYONE, NOT EVEN HATE OR DISLIKE
IT SUCKS TO NOT KNOW WHAT TO SAY TO COMFORT SOMEONE...MY MOM IS ACTING LIKE SHE IS OK WITH EVERYTHING, I KNOW SHE CAN DEAL WITH IT BECAUSE SHE HAS BEFORE AND SHE'S STRONG BUT I KNOW IT'S ALSO KILLING HER AND I HATE IT
I WAS SO HAPPY THEY WERE FINALLY GONNA GET TO MOVE ON FROM THE FIRST TIME IT HAPPENED AND NOW THEY HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT ALL OVER AGAIN...
I WISH I HAD SOMEONE TO TAKE ME AWAY AND MAKE ME FORGET ABOUT EVERYTHING, EVEN IF IT WAS JUST FOR A SECOND, ONE FUCKING SECOND.
I WISH I COULD JUST GO BACK TO THE 8TH GRADE AND STAY THERE FOREVER, MAKE THOSE MOMENTS I HAD LAST FOREVER, FIGHT FOR WHAT I HAD AND GET IT ALL BACK...IF ONLY LIFE WERE AS EASY AS PUSHING A REWIND BUTTON OR REPLAY OR SOMETHING...