i just finished reading the books 'sloppy firsts' and 'second helpings' today. it got me thinking to how awesome the girl, jessica darling, was. even though she thought about her problems way to much. there was the boy named marcus flutie and it made me think of how badly i wanted a marcus flutie too. he loved her so much and they could talk for hours, and they would always make out. he is in a band and he is a retired 'dreg'. i really want a boy like him, the way he treated jessica darling
i really miss being loved
i need to make out with a boy right now. but the only boy around is my 8 year old brother and thats just not the kind of boy im talking about
jay is picking me up later tonight so we can hang out obviously. i should make out wiht him cause i know he would in a second, but hes just my best friend. it would just be weird. there are other guys i could make out wiht easily but they just arent the kind of boys that i would want to make out with. why do i have trouble finding boys that i want to make out with. but it isnt just about making out obviously, im talking about how i want to love a boy and him to love me as much in return. like calling me every night and telling me how much he cares for me and randomly start holding my hand because he knows i love that. darnit i sound just as depressed as jessica darling was in the beginning of the book
i have 2 pictures from warped tour but i am to lazy to put them on here, they arent that exciting anyway. if you honestly really wanna see them then ask
well i positively love sabrett hotdogs, but since i eat them all the time and i have more hotdogs than hotdog buns. that resulted in me running out of buns, hotdog buns that is. so i cut my hotdog in half and put it on a hamburger bun. haha im so genious sometimes
heather is still in florida and i miss her tons. yesterday at 3 am i was laying in bed and couldnt sleep so i decided to grill a hotdog. i grilled 2 of them actually cause i thought she was there and was gonna have one too. so im grilling the hotdogs and i said 'i win' (because of reasons that i cant get into, basically its one of those inside jokes) and i laughed and expected her to laugh along with me. i realized there was no second laugh and i turned around to see why she wasnt laughing. THEN I TOTALLY REALIZED SHES IN FLORIDA. i swear to god sometimes i go crazy. im just so used to heather being here that i assumed she was with me and what not. it was so weird to not turn around and not see her there. anyways, in the end i ate her hotdog. i hope she doesnt mind
alright im done. <3
p.s.
I wanna love you and treat you right;
I wanna love you every day and every night:
We'll be together with a roof right over our heads;
We'll share the shelter of my single bed;
We'll share the same room, yeah! - for Jah provide the bread.
Is this love - is this love - is this love -
Is this love that I'm feelin'?
Is this love - is this love - is this love -
Is this love that I'm feelin'?
I wanna know - wanna know - wanna know now!
I got to know - got to know - got to know now!
I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I - I'm willing and able,
So I throw my cards on your table!
I wanna love you - I wanna love and treat - love and treat you right;
I wanna love you every day and every night:
We'll be together, yeah! - with a roof right over our heads;
We'll share the shelter, yeah, oh now! - of my single bed;
We'll share the same room, yeah! - for Jah provide the bread.
Is this love - is this love - is this love -
Is this love that I'm feelin'?
Is this love - is this love - is this love -
Is this love that I'm feelin'?
Wo-o-o-oah! Oh yes, I know; yes, I know - yes, I know now!
Yes, I know; yes, I know - yes, I know now!
I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I - I'm willing and able,
So I throw my cards on your table!
See: I wanna love ya, I wanna love and treat ya -
love and treat ya right.
I wanna love you every day and every night:
We'll be together, with a roof right over our heads!
We'll share the shelter of my single bed;
We'll share the same room, yeah! Jah provide the bread.
We'll share the shelter of my single bed