credit card paid off
sweet. now i just have a $400 school loan payment to get back on track with that next month, and i'll be somewhat in the clear.
it's really nice to be able to have this stuff paid off, and to be able to not really worry about money, but its realllly wearing me down, working 7 days a week, and dealing with all these people, with the same dumb questions.
i've become really easily irritable this last weekend, and i don't feel right about it. I've also noticed i've been really idealistic lately in how things are done and should be done, which is only stressing me out, and making those around me probably think i'm horrible!
and when i get home from work, i'm so exhausted, and i don't even have the energy to get dressed up and go out anywhere. i can't even find the energy or joy to go jogging or work out. it sucks. i don't want it to be like this.
i also am feeling a bit lame about going to california next month, but i have to keep reminding myself that its a nice break for me. and that i'll enjoy going to disneyland, and hanging out on the beach, with some friends. i just have to find some places to crash, maybe even get a hotel. meh.
anyway. i miss lindsay, and i wish i could see amy more, but i'm just soooo effing exhausted.
i just want to go to sleeeeep. now. ugh.
when i get home: season 2 of red dwarf, and some weird western movie.
it's really nice to be able to have this stuff paid off, and to be able to not really worry about money, but its realllly wearing me down, working 7 days a week, and dealing with all these people, with the same dumb questions.
i've become really easily irritable this last weekend, and i don't feel right about it. I've also noticed i've been really idealistic lately in how things are done and should be done, which is only stressing me out, and making those around me probably think i'm horrible!
and when i get home from work, i'm so exhausted, and i don't even have the energy to get dressed up and go out anywhere. i can't even find the energy or joy to go jogging or work out. it sucks. i don't want it to be like this.
i also am feeling a bit lame about going to california next month, but i have to keep reminding myself that its a nice break for me. and that i'll enjoy going to disneyland, and hanging out on the beach, with some friends. i just have to find some places to crash, maybe even get a hotel. meh.
anyway. i miss lindsay, and i wish i could see amy more, but i'm just soooo effing exhausted.
i just want to go to sleeeeep. now. ugh.
when i get home: season 2 of red dwarf, and some weird western movie.