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so lately i felt more and more discontented with my life.
so many new faces are springing up, and old ones too.
i dont know anymore about love. or what i think is love. I love him, i know i do. ut i seriously doubt that he loves me. you cant cause someone you love so much pain and misery. you cat be cruel to someone you love, can you? or is it that youre so aware of the other persons love that you know you can be mean to them and they will always love you and never leave you? like they way i am to my brother or my mom.
But idk.
Ive bee riding a dead horse for a long time.
but i keep hoping that if i stick it out we'll bothe become more mature and our eyes will finally be open. but idk when enough is enough.
probably now.
i dont know how long before i run out of tears to cry.
so many new faces are springing up, and old ones too.
i dont know anymore about love. or what i think is love. I love him, i know i do. ut i seriously doubt that he loves me. you cant cause someone you love so much pain and misery. you cat be cruel to someone you love, can you? or is it that youre so aware of the other persons love that you know you can be mean to them and they will always love you and never leave you? like they way i am to my brother or my mom.
But idk.
Ive bee riding a dead horse for a long time.
but i keep hoping that if i stick it out we'll bothe become more mature and our eyes will finally be open. but idk when enough is enough.
probably now.
i dont know how long before i run out of tears to cry.