I am losing my god damned mind
Have you ever notived that the close you get to some one the more different they become. It's like reading a book. You first see the cover and then move into the meat of the book. You get to know where its set and who is in it and a little of what is going on. But as you continue you get to se what it is truely about. And sometimes the plot of the book is so dramatically different than the beginning that it is impossible to adjust to it.
Like I hit that point a little while ago and we are so different and that seems to cause problems. Also our backrounds are so severely different and its hard for us to understand where the other is coming from in their point of veiw on life. ****for those who know me well... think about it this way I love my family and would do anything for them and they dont like families at all and dont get why I feel commited to mine****
Then to top it off everytime I talk to him since I've started work he is completely shit faced.To the point where he asks me something I answer then he asks me the same thing 2 minutes later. Then says all these things in his ass hole drunk way about how he doesnt see me. Im like well your the one in keene I cant drop everything and leave I have a family and I have a job and I have friends here.
Then even better he talks about personal stuff that deals with me and him with his friends and then posts it on his profile... wow smart one... seriously Im a girl and my friends didnt even know that until one of them showed my his profile and said wow what is his problem.
Then even better he gets upset that the reason Im working all the time is so that i can save money to go to scotland where he cant go. enough said
And to top it all off camp doesnt start for two weeks aaaannndddd drum roll please.... when it does Im going to be spending practically everyday with summer boy who has btw been awesome through this whole thing... like you think he would be hoping that my relationship would end but instead he has been giving me advice and calming me down when im pissed or upset or something. Which to all you out there is the exact right thing to do if a girl you like is fighting with her bf. bc if it is meant to end it will and if you look like your trying to help instead of just watching the show or trying to break them up... you will be the first person she turns to when it ends.
That is my rant for today.
Yea
p.s. thanks to natale nicole faith and bobby for being super through out my sucky week and some how managing to make me feel better.
Like I hit that point a little while ago and we are so different and that seems to cause problems. Also our backrounds are so severely different and its hard for us to understand where the other is coming from in their point of veiw on life. ****for those who know me well... think about it this way I love my family and would do anything for them and they dont like families at all and dont get why I feel commited to mine****
Then to top it off everytime I talk to him since I've started work he is completely shit faced.To the point where he asks me something I answer then he asks me the same thing 2 minutes later. Then says all these things in his ass hole drunk way about how he doesnt see me. Im like well your the one in keene I cant drop everything and leave I have a family and I have a job and I have friends here.
Then even better he talks about personal stuff that deals with me and him with his friends and then posts it on his profile... wow smart one... seriously Im a girl and my friends didnt even know that until one of them showed my his profile and said wow what is his problem.
Then even better he gets upset that the reason Im working all the time is so that i can save money to go to scotland where he cant go. enough said
And to top it all off camp doesnt start for two weeks aaaannndddd drum roll please.... when it does Im going to be spending practically everyday with summer boy who has btw been awesome through this whole thing... like you think he would be hoping that my relationship would end but instead he has been giving me advice and calming me down when im pissed or upset or something. Which to all you out there is the exact right thing to do if a girl you like is fighting with her bf. bc if it is meant to end it will and if you look like your trying to help instead of just watching the show or trying to break them up... you will be the first person she turns to when it ends.
That is my rant for today.
Yea
p.s. thanks to natale nicole faith and bobby for being super through out my sucky week and some how managing to make me feel better.