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Song of the Day: Bon Jovi - Living on a Prayer
Thought of the Day: "And I start to complain that there's no rain..." - Blind Melon
I miss Aaron a lot and I suck so much because he's been gone for like 2 days. It sounds remarkably pathetic, I know. But it's like, when you spend that much time with a somebody, they become a quiet little part of your life. This is just getting worse I know, but Aaron is the last thing I see when I go to bed, and the first person I talk to when I wake up. As thoroughly frightening as that is, it's my reality. So okay. There is no excuse. But 8 months later I'm still with him. So that counts for something. Even though he hasn't called me. Which I'm not obsessing about because I'm not crazy.
Rachel's sugery was today. I never got ahold of her yesterday, but I hope it went well. Has anybody talked to her? Poor Rach, how boring and painful. Rachel I love you!! Get better asap, so I can come over and show you my day of the week underwear collection!! In the meantime of Aaron being MIA and Rachel being down and out, I've been hanging out with Samootna a lot. Just like old times when she was obsessed with an older guy and I had some random boyfriend who wasn't around for some random reason. This is getting ridiculous. He probably doesn't have reception on his phone at their campsite. Shut up brain, shut up!
I'm going camping with my dad's family this weekend, which is why I'm not with Aaron on their camping trip. Since last time my uncle and grandpa got drunk and screamed off the balcony of our beach condo to a woman that she was obviously Baptist and not Catholic (I am not exaggerating. This seriously happened.), I am not the most thrilled about going. But it's for Dad's birthday, and I don't have anything better to do this weekend because my boyfriend is off no doubt cavorting in the Chetko with pretty, tan triathletes. Okay, I'm stopping.
Thought of the Day: "And I start to complain that there's no rain..." - Blind Melon
I miss Aaron a lot and I suck so much because he's been gone for like 2 days. It sounds remarkably pathetic, I know. But it's like, when you spend that much time with a somebody, they become a quiet little part of your life. This is just getting worse I know, but Aaron is the last thing I see when I go to bed, and the first person I talk to when I wake up. As thoroughly frightening as that is, it's my reality. So okay. There is no excuse. But 8 months later I'm still with him. So that counts for something. Even though he hasn't called me. Which I'm not obsessing about because I'm not crazy.
Rachel's sugery was today. I never got ahold of her yesterday, but I hope it went well. Has anybody talked to her? Poor Rach, how boring and painful. Rachel I love you!! Get better asap, so I can come over and show you my day of the week underwear collection!! In the meantime of Aaron being MIA and Rachel being down and out, I've been hanging out with Samootna a lot. Just like old times when she was obsessed with an older guy and I had some random boyfriend who wasn't around for some random reason. This is getting ridiculous. He probably doesn't have reception on his phone at their campsite. Shut up brain, shut up!
I'm going camping with my dad's family this weekend, which is why I'm not with Aaron on their camping trip. Since last time my uncle and grandpa got drunk and screamed off the balcony of our beach condo to a woman that she was obviously Baptist and not Catholic (I am not exaggerating. This seriously happened.), I am not the most thrilled about going. But it's for Dad's birthday, and I don't have anything better to do this weekend because my boyfriend is off no doubt cavorting in the Chetko with pretty, tan triathletes. Okay, I'm stopping.