Falling Apart
I am OK. I feel like a lot of people around me are having a hard time. Each are in different stages of life, experiencing completely different problems. I've been trying to decide if I am depressed or unhappy. I'm not.
To be honest, I'm completely void of emotion for the most part. Every day I get up (later than I wish I did). I take the dog out, feed him, take a shower, go to class. I come back, feed him and take him out again. I do homework every night and eat some sort of dinner. Some nights I squeeze some GSA work in if I have time. I usually go to bed later than I want (which attributes to sleeping too late).
On the weekends I actually sort of wake up, and get to do things I actually enjoy. Except today... woke up to miserable weather. I've been trying to write a paper all afternoon. Well, to be honest, the paper is written. I just have to edit it. I can't decide if it's good enough. I really have no idea what to expect as far as grading goes for this guy. I also should be studying. Meh. I have no more motivation. I've been in school for what... sixteen years total? I'm getting real tired of it.
Also, I know puppies are supposed to be cute and fun, but I can't wait until Dexter gets older. I'm so sick of cleaning up poop/pee.
To be honest, I'm completely void of emotion for the most part. Every day I get up (later than I wish I did). I take the dog out, feed him, take a shower, go to class. I come back, feed him and take him out again. I do homework every night and eat some sort of dinner. Some nights I squeeze some GSA work in if I have time. I usually go to bed later than I want (which attributes to sleeping too late).
On the weekends I actually sort of wake up, and get to do things I actually enjoy. Except today... woke up to miserable weather. I've been trying to write a paper all afternoon. Well, to be honest, the paper is written. I just have to edit it. I can't decide if it's good enough. I really have no idea what to expect as far as grading goes for this guy. I also should be studying. Meh. I have no more motivation. I've been in school for what... sixteen years total? I'm getting real tired of it.
Also, I know puppies are supposed to be cute and fun, but I can't wait until Dexter gets older. I'm so sick of cleaning up poop/pee.