pms, maybe?
get home safely, ok?
ive told myself many times that i can only rely on myself. but i never do. i always put all of my faith in people. i invest my heart, which makes any disappointment hurt that much more. im probably just too sensitive sometimes. i hate myself for this because its a characteristic that i cant change no matter how hard i try not to care. so im stuck to feel sad and sorry for myself, and worse, disappointed in my friends and various people i care about.
sometimes people will say something to me and i will hear them, but say, "what?" anyway. i think its because i want to hear them say it again, because its often something ive wanted them to say and i cant believe it might actually be addressed. its kinda fucked up.
so say it again, "what are we liz, what are we?"
and ill say, "nothing, i guess."