Sep 03, 2007 14:11
it scares me how angry and mad i can get. and how incredibly sad i can get when i'm by myself. how i have to call my mom while she's at my grandparents house while im home to talk to her to make myself feel a little better. and the thing is, i still dont feel better.
im always sad. everything that has been going on lately is stuck in my head and wont get out. im forever stuck with all of this shit in my head. im so angry and so sad and so tired. i just want to feel better, i want everything to go back to the way it was.
im a wreck. a complete wreck.