Happy!!!!!!!!!
ok 1st i wanna start off by giving a shout out to my bestest buddy at T.C. Amber! you are the coolest!
~*ok now to update. this week has been ok so far. 2day was depressing but i'll get over it. 4 sum reason i was really down. i almost started 2 cry in lunch but i hate 2 cry in skool so i held back the tears. i dont kno why i have such drastic mood swings. one minute im on the top of the world and the nxt i feel like i worthless. now i kno 4 a fact that im not worthless but that still doesnt stop me from feeling that way. and Brandon doesnt seem 2 be helping in the matter. he doesnt understand why im so unhappy some time. and then he asks me why im upset. if i knew the answer 2 that then i wouldnt be depressed now would i? but its just a faze i go through cuz i kno in a couple of days i'll be fine. but w/e im really not worried about it.*~
~~*N-E-way my ex called me the other day. we didnt talk but he left message. now i kno that i said we were better as friends and thats exactly what i want is a friendship. but i still like hearing his voice. (yeah i kno its sad u dont have 2 tell me) i was supposed 2 get a new phone yesterday but my mom backed out and said she is gonna take me 2morrow 2 get it. i hope she doesnt change her mind again and say she'll get it nxt week cuz i want a new one now. but i kno i'll get eventually*~~
~~~*i think im goin 2 the movies wit sum waldorf buddys this friday and i cant wait 2 see them.you gurls are the coolest. now i jus need 2 get 2gether wit the guys. well i would keep going on cuz theres more i gotta tell u but my mom says the key tapping is keeping her up. man i cant wait 2 have the internet on my lap top.*~~~
well thats it 4 now. ill halla at cha lata! until then U KNO U LUV ME!
kissablelips