TORN!!!!!!!!
~*ok so i kno it may sound like a really weird title 4 my journal but its the truth. i am truly torn about my relationship wit brandon. as much as i say i luv him he is really starting 2 BUG me. its like everytime i turn around he's calling me nonstop. its like he's becoming my stalker boyfriend. and the more i think bout it the more i think we should jus BREAK UP. its like he doesnt trust me thats y he always callin me. i mean in my last relationship we were both confident that we were bein faithful so we didnt have to spend every waking minute on the phone wit each other or in each others presence. 4 all of u who kno me really well i'm jus a gurl that needs her space sumtime and my ex understood that so y cant brandon? he (my ex) gave me my space when i needed it. i've also been thinkin bout my ex a lot lately as u can probably tell by the way i keep bringin him up. my sis boyfriend keeps tellin me that he's gonna tell him that i've been thinkin bout him. but i told him not 2 cuz that would be reel weird 4 me if he told him that the gurl who broke up wit HIM wanted him bac but that is the way i'm feelin rite now. and a little part of me wants him to tell Dionte (my ex) that i have been thinkin bout him so that he will call me. i mean i still remember his fav music artists and his b-day. i was gonna call him and wish him a happy b-day but i couldnt bring myself to dial the #. but i really jus wanna hear his voice (yeah i want him bac that bad. i kno its sad but true). even though i said be4 that i thought brandon was my 1st LUV i'm starting 2 think that Dionte was my 1st LUV cuz i really cant stop thinkin bout him. and i remember more stuff bout him then i do brandon and we'er datin. if u guys have n-e suggestions as 2 wut u think i should do leave me a comment. Much LUV*~
*saying 4 the day: always follow your heart*
well i guess thats it 4 now. i'll halla at cha lata. until then U KNO U LUV ME!
kissablelips;-*