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hmmm..
i don't have a heart condition. My mom told me that its an anxiety attack and it runs in the family, go figure.
i got a homecoming dress. its pretty. im not to enthused about homecoming any longer, dont know why. oh well. if i EVER get a camera before homecoming i'll take millions of pictures. i only need 20 more dollars for the camera i want! i need to buy some flat silver shoes for the dress.
i got my hair cut. not that much of a difference, its straight all the time now because i got a new straightener. yay
okay well this is my 3rd attempt to update my journal in the past days.
everytime i get to this subject it really gets to me.
KRISSY.
i thought our friendship would really be forever, it was the only thing i pretty much commited too. (im really bad when it comes to commitments)
she said she gave up on our friendship and i said i hate you. i really didn't mean it. sometimes people say things when they are mad and they don't mean it. then she had to get her dickhead of a boyfriend to fuck with me. as if i weren't sad enough. now it feels like she pretty much liked him more than me, worst feeling in the world. as i cry over her, all of our good times are racing through my mind, the good times are killing me, it sucks. i wish we never would have found the fucking caterpillar and i think it's soooo LAME that our friendship is ruined by a 1 inch thing named BROADWAY. i guess things aren't what they seem. i guess im just a real bad friend. krissy- i hope things are better for you than they are for me, i really hurt.