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No one reads this anymore....at least i really hope not. I am going to use this to try to sort out my thoughts much as i did in high school and middle school.
I come to realize looking back on those writings that i really have been threw alot...and have never been good at dealing with it. I feel as though in the last year i have made some decisions that will effect the rest of my life and i am not sure if they were good. I am impulsive, self loathing, ignorant of my actions and very unaware of myself.
I have let so many good things slip out of my hands because i was being foolish. thank god for Take this to your grave.
at the very least this has given me lots of songs to write. I hope that one day at the very least, i can come to terms with what i have done and who i am.
I come to realize looking back on those writings that i really have been threw alot...and have never been good at dealing with it. I feel as though in the last year i have made some decisions that will effect the rest of my life and i am not sure if they were good. I am impulsive, self loathing, ignorant of my actions and very unaware of myself.
I have let so many good things slip out of my hands because i was being foolish. thank god for Take this to your grave.
at the very least this has given me lots of songs to write. I hope that one day at the very least, i can come to terms with what i have done and who i am.