truths

May 07, 2012 12:41

i want to lose 10 pounds, be stronger, be able to run longer, and know how to throw a good punch.
i want to get on a schedule of cleaning because i miss being able to walk barefoot.
i need a better job because i'm in so much debt, and i get so easily frustrated about missing out on little things like dates or going out on friends because i'm worried i can't afford it.
i need health insurance, or enough money to go to a doctor. i was supposed to go several months ago, but i had such a bad experience with the doctor at planned parenthood, that i just can't bring myself to go back there.
i need time and money to try a new hobby because i'm growing listless.
i need an oil change and to clean out my car and stop living like a hobo.
i need to stop telling myself i'm ugly.
i need to stop telling myself i'm doing something wrong.
i need to finish filling the pots and i need to build a bed so we can have strawberries strawberries strawberries.
i want a weekend of laziness for my birthday. i don't care if its in a tent in the woods, on a beach, or in a hotel room. i just don't want to be at home, and i don't want to feel responsible for anything.
i want a pink colored drink with a god damn umbrella in it.
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