phew its been awhile
wow its been awhile. Im SO bad at updating this these days. so much has happened in the last few weeks. but i dont even wanna spend that much time on it lol
my OTHER softball season is over now...we only lost like 3 games out of 15 or something like that. I had fun playing with them. I was with alot of my best friends and it wasnt as serious as school ball. So i really just got to goof around and have fun. Not to mention i had to pitch a few games...woo scarey! lol
oh the other day i went with anna to get her mouth unwired. shes doin alot better. me and jen hadda wait in the waiting room..god it was boring! we watched Arthur or whatever that little ardvark things name is (hes an ardvark right?? or a bear? or is a mouse??) we went to skyline and Allen made me try the hot sauce. Phew it made my eyes water! lol but i got a bid or in the words of anna, a "did" lol (she cant say her b's because of her mouth being shut...lol u prolly dont get it). I love ya anna!!! hope ur feeling 100% A-O-K soon!
umm florida was good. I had fun but then again it was alil more boring than my last visits. I had fun with alex, we drove everywhere lol, but after he went home it was kinda a drag...it usually isnt. Most of my old friends have graduated and they are kinda mad at me right now for something i had NO control over but we wont even go there. I apologized a trillion times but they just want someone to blame for their pain i guess...i guess they dont realize that im feeling the same pain, if not more because not only did i lose my childhood best friend, i also lost all of my other ones along with her. oh well...im getting over it. I made some new friends this time too. fun times that i dont remember lol haha :)
I had fun teaching alex how to ride a 4-wheeler lol he is so NONcountry. I thought we were gonna die haha! the beach was fun even though it was red tide. we saw some pretty stupid movies and we had fun shopping. Oh and i cant forget the time we went bowling and my 5 year old sister beat alex..lol how does that happen?? it was funny. i really miss it....sometimes i hate visiting because i end up missing it soooo much. It seems like the older i get, the more i miss it. When i go down there and then come home, im always depressed for a few weeks because i miss it so much... but ohwell theres nothing i can do. When college comes i'll be back down there. so enough bitching for now...
i talked to nicoles parents. wow it was really hard being back in that house...everywhere i looked i seemed to flash back to the past...old memories and good times. They let me go in her old room and wow....i saw the chair that we used to sit in and spin each other real fast. The hole in the wall where we were throwing a softball and i missed a catch. the spot on the floor where she knocked me off the bed and i spilled kool-aid. I saw the pictures on her wall...the posters of her "hotties", her worn-out basketball shoes, her swimming gear, her "hot ass" jeans lol it hit hard...i saw the window we used to sneak in and out of lol it was sad because it was prolly the last time i'll ever be in that room...her parents gave me a few of her things and i was really thankful..they didnt want me taking any pictures just yet because they are gonna copy them and make something i think.
nicole to this day i miss you. the pain just wont go away...even when im having fun im still thinking about missing you. I wish you coulda stayed...
ahh enough of that...i need to be happy.
well this weekend was great :) i had a really great time. Even though i hadda jump a fence and run barefoot around your neighborhood lol then get lost on my way out..everything looks so different in the dark! plus i got a tan haha thanks for the great time Bee I love you!! <3333 cant wait till next time! oh and the play was kinda weird but good, thanks for taking me :)
well im gonna go im really tired...night ya'll
-much love-
-Nessa
oh and jay-lyn lol LYNARD! had fun with you. Cant wait till the next party opportunity!! haha u better leave me a comment cuz i wrote about u! lol