May 30, 2006 15:44
I haven't updated in so long. I quit the job at Rossa, about 2 months ago and got a new job at Gondolier. Then today I quit that one, because I truly despised it and I think my manager was an idiot. Steph and i were running late so i called roxane and told her we'd be about five minutes late and she said, "why are you late so often? whatever, see you in a few" and hung up.. so we get there about five minutes late and start opening the restaurant, and fifteen minutes later we see her for the first time and she says "go home, i've got someone to cover your shifts, it's 10:20 and i'm not dealing with this anymore" so we handed her our aprons, hugged the cook and explained that we wouldn't be back, then we left and i am jobless. I'm in kind of a blank state at the moment, kind of waiting for the terror of the fact that I now have no income.
On a brighter note, I'm dating Neal now, who is easily the nicest guy I know. He can always put a smile on my face, even when I feel broken, like this morning.
In two days, it will be the anniversary of my mother's accident. Interesting the way things turned out. Not what I had hoped or expected, but then, life doesn't usually. So it goes.
What I've learned is that, really, I know nothing and neither does anyone else, and I am okay with that.