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ug a buga.
im starting over over over over.
im extremly tired of holding on to things way long.
it gets rather annoying.
forgetting wont be so hard either.
no myspace will help. no talking. no pictures. no seeing. avoiding is fun. i want to forget everything. im going to forget he ever existed.
and it is working.
because. i do think i really like ___. taha. hes so cool. he schooled me in nirvana knowlage, like the first guy let alone person ever. and hes weird and its realllly funny. and hes nice. and hes cute. and its swell.
so i think for once in my life im going to actually try. i dont think ive ever really tried for a guy. maybe thats why im usually unsucsseful at actually going out with the guy just um, other stuff.
the other day we were talking about how much people can change in a short amount of time. is really sad when u think about it. how such good people can turn into major dicks.
and yesterday i said i didnt know if i was gona go to homecoming or not. well i am. i was just being gay.
BikiniWieny4LIFE: its not like u to just sit at home and stuff your face and be depressed when u could be hyper and wild and having fun
^ yeah she made me realize i should go. good ol' lauren
today im suppose to go with dan and maybe lauren to go meet blaine downtown or something. then tonight im goin to last fling again with kristin matt (my neuqua homecoming date) and other neuquains i guess. so it should be nifty.
im starting over over over over.
im extremly tired of holding on to things way long.
it gets rather annoying.
forgetting wont be so hard either.
no myspace will help. no talking. no pictures. no seeing. avoiding is fun. i want to forget everything. im going to forget he ever existed.
and it is working.
because. i do think i really like ___. taha. hes so cool. he schooled me in nirvana knowlage, like the first guy let alone person ever. and hes weird and its realllly funny. and hes nice. and hes cute. and its swell.
so i think for once in my life im going to actually try. i dont think ive ever really tried for a guy. maybe thats why im usually unsucsseful at actually going out with the guy just um, other stuff.
the other day we were talking about how much people can change in a short amount of time. is really sad when u think about it. how such good people can turn into major dicks.
and yesterday i said i didnt know if i was gona go to homecoming or not. well i am. i was just being gay.
BikiniWieny4LIFE: its not like u to just sit at home and stuff your face and be depressed when u could be hyper and wild and having fun
^ yeah she made me realize i should go. good ol' lauren
today im suppose to go with dan and maybe lauren to go meet blaine downtown or something. then tonight im goin to last fling again with kristin matt (my neuqua homecoming date) and other neuquains i guess. so it should be nifty.